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It's been a few days now.
Like, 3 or 4 I think.
But It still... just... doesn't feel real.
I'm having a harder time accepting this than John Pinette's passing.
When I was told, as I was just waking up, already in a fog of my own depression trying to flare up, I didn't even react to it.
I heard it but I figured, "there is no way," so I didn't dignify it with an answer until later when I asked if they were being serious.
They were. I still can't process it.
I wish, so much, that I could say I was surprised.
But as someone who's been around people with severe depression their whole life, his eyes always gave it away.
I heard a quote once, but I can't find it for the life of me. It was something along the lines of, "The funniest people hide the saddest souls," (darkest demons? i can't remember) various wordings of this have been going through my head since I found out everything was real anyway.
I wish I could make something that felt profound enough to honor all the smiles and laughter he brought to so many people.
Unfortunately I don't have a big chunk of marble or the ability to immortalize anything recognizable with it.
Maybe writing this out will make it sink in.
Maybe It won't.
At least everyone and their dog is pushing for better help for depression sufferers now. Shame it had to be so god-damn late.
|....... I will never forget you .......|
|.. My Pet, My Friend, My Savior ..|
|..... ~My Beloved Smokey~ .....|
|..July 1, 1992 - October 5, 2007..|
Lunaise Chronicles by (W.i.P).
- Oryon's Prophecy
- Prologue: Birth of Prophecy
- Chapter 1: Seventeen
- Chapter 2: The Madman
- Chapter 3: Unwelcome Embrace
- Chapter 4: Awakening
- Chapter 5: Desolation
- Chapter 6: Cleansed
- Chapter 7: Budding Rivalry
Tears of the Heart by (Being Rewritten).
Forbidden Love by (Unfinished).
I think I'll start working on this again but Lunaise Chronicles
definitely takes priority if I'm not in the mood to work on this.
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